Living As If God Doesn’t Exist

Have you ever had one of those moments when you realize you’ve been carrying something far too heavy for far too long? The weight can be a difficult decision, a situation you cannot fix, or someone you love facing something you cannot control. You think about it when you wake up. You carry it through the day, and at night, when everything finally becomes quiet, your mind keeps going. I admit that I have carried something far too heavy for far too long.

Then, while praying Psalm 14 this morning, I had a startling revelation about myself. Psalm 14:1 says, “The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’” At first, those words didn’t seem to apply to me. I’m not a fool who denies that God exists. But then I realized that while I may never say, “There is no God,” sometimes I live as though He isn’t there.

I can make decisions without seeking His wisdom. I can hold tightly to my plans while giving little thought to His purposes. I can worry as though everything depends on me, and I can speak, act, and respond as though I am accountable only to myself.

David’s words in Psalm 14 felt harsh to me until I realized that David wasn’t only talking about what someone says with their lips. He exposed what can happen in the heart. I may never say, “There is no God.” But sometimes I live as though He doesn’t exist. And perhaps that is one of the quiet dangers of unbelief—not denying God, but forgetting Him in the middle of my circumstances.

While David looked at humanity and saw the devastating consequences of pushing God out of the center, he also reminded us that God has not stepped away. Psalm 14:2 says, “The LORD looks down from heaven on the children of man.” God sees the brokenness around us and within us. He sees the things we cannot explain and the burdens we cannot carry. And He sees us as we are desperately trying to hold everything together.

Then Psalm 14 ends with a cry for salvation: “Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion!”  That cry points us toward the hope of the gospel. We cannot rescue ourselves from the brokenness of our hearts. We need a Savior, and God provided One. Jesus came to do what we could never do for ourselves—to reconcile us to God and give us hope beyond our circumstances.

So perhaps the question Psalm 14 asks us today isn’t simply, “Do you believe there is a God?” Perhaps it is more personal: “Does the way you are living reveal that you trust Him?”

God exists. God sees. God saves. And we don’t have to carry what was never ours to carry.

Prayer

Lord, You know the burdens I carry—the ones I share with others and the ones I quietly carry alone. Forgive me for the times I believe in You but live as though everything depends on me. Help me remember that You see me, You are with me, and You are my Savior. Teach me to release what I cannot control and trust You with what I cannot understand. Amen.

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