When Hiding Isn’t Winning

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When I was growing up, my neighborhood friends and I played a game called Manhunt. Perhaps you played it, too. The rules were simple. One person was the hunter, and everyone else scattered to find the best hiding place possible. The goal was to remain hidden for as long as you could. If you were the last person found, you won!

I remember the excitement of finding a hiding place, staying perfectly quiet, and hoping no one would discover me. In Manhunt, the longer you stayed hidden, the better.

But I’ve discovered that hiding isn’t always a winning strategy. That’s what struck me when I read Psalm 32. David begins with a wonderful declaration:

“Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.” (v. 1)

But before David experienced the joy of forgiveness, he experienced the misery of hiding:

“For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long.” (v. 3)

David wasn’t hiding behind a tree or crouching in the bushes. He was hiding from God and hiding something far more serious—his sin. And keeping it hidden was exhausting.

I wonder how often I play my own version of Manhunt with God. I say something unkind and justify it because I was frustrated. I harbor a critical attitude and excuse it because someone really did disappoint me. I know I should apologize, but I convince myself that perhaps the other person should apologize first.

Sound familiar?

We can become remarkably creative when explaining away the very things God wants us to confess. But here’s what I’ve learned: You cannot hide something from Someone who already knows where it is.

David finally stopped hiding:

“I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity. And you forgave the iniquity of my sin.” (v. 5)

I love that! David confessed, and God forgave. There’s also a beautiful contrast between verses 1 and 5. In verse 5, David stops trying to cover his sin. In the opening verse, he rejoices that God has forgiven and covered his sin. What David could never successfully hide, God was willing to forgive.

And then comes one of my favorite discoveries in the psalm. After David stops hiding his sin, he calls God his hiding place!

“You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with shouts of deliverance.” (v. 7)

David moves from hiding from God to hiding in God. The One he might have wanted to avoid becomes the very One in whom he finds safety.

As a little girl playing Manhunt, I wanted to be the last person found. That meant I had won. But Psalm 32 reminds me that in my relationship with God, the goal isn’t to stay hidden. It’s to come clean, receive His forgiveness, and discover that the safest hiding place has been Him all along. In Manhunt, I won by being the last one found. But with God, the real victory comes when I stop hiding.

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